Why I am a bitch.
I have returned to this blog to explain one of my many fabulous character traits. My ability to be a bitch. Looking at it from an optimistic angle, I will start out with saying this side is well balanced with being down to earth. As a jit, I had that little sassy nature to me. I've asked my mother and my sister and they said I was never really a bad child but one to always be into something. And I had a big mouth, granted, I was growing up as I still am. In my head, my life was a breeze. My mother and grandmother gave me everything I needed and anything I wanted I would get. I remember living life through the eyes of young Daijah. I was always running around the house with my long twist bouncing behind me. It was around middle school my joy slowly started becoming snatched away. My hyperactivity was halted by a big black hand always pushing buttons and rubbing me the wrong way. Often I searched for answers and was rudely confronted by a lot of what I found. Even when minding my own business, I was assaulted with life. When I moved to Richmond hill, I was put in the perfect little environment. But, I still felt different. Disconnected. I didn't like the typical things that came with growing up; drama, picking a pathway, the pressure to fit in and boys…. BUT I couldn't help being sucked into that cycle of fuckery. It would anger me when I couldn't figure out why. Years later and surviving many vicious mental, physical and emotional hardships I'm still thriving as if I am untouched. I know how vital it is to keep my light bright keeping toxic people and things from around me. As a bitch, I let no man nor woman throw dirt NEAR my entity. As a bitch, I fight for what matters and never exert energy on things the don't. As a bitch, I never have to worry about anyone or anything because nothing gets past my imaginary secretary who filters trash trying to enter my life (she's also a bitch). I’m a bitch because all I know is me and I've been standing behind this person everyone walks past. But I'm a bitch because I do not care about pointless matters, all I see is my manifestation. I will explode. Hitting licks on REAL unbelievable financial success and having a wholesome life. Can't fight that, even if you tried. So, don't get me wrong, I'm a bitch.
Ru is Dai🌸
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